I have a scanner now ^_^ My hand drawn art will soon be online, now only if I could figure out how to work this stupid thingy... it's a pain, but I am still very excited because it's been so long since I have put anything that i've done traditionally... I mean, i've put plenty of digital stuff up since my last hand drawn piece went up, but i've been aching to put up the new stuff I have, and there's quite a few of them too, so I hope your looking forward to seeing them, i've improved quite a bit.

Finally have some time to just mellow out and get my life into order. Seems like everything is going to be alright and everything is falling into place. Starting to draw again, makes me really happy. It's funny when you think life couldn't get worse, life throws you a curve ball and sends you on a more optimistic path into the future. It's like I'm high on life... and I love it. I have met the man of my dreams, and it's like I fall in love with him more every day. Well, life could be better if I had a job, which is my main focus, and I know that it'll happen soon so I won't dwell on it. My older sister's having a baby boy and is due in January... and I'm excited because I am gonna be an aunt for the first time. Well it's off to that crazy world of dreams inside my head. Peace and love to all.

Breathing, seeing, loving, living and all the little things that come with it. I am going where the wind may take me and truly expressing myself in a way I never thought I would. I tell people exactly what I think and I have not one regret present or past.
Is it when we finally come to terms with the fact that things are the way that they truly are that we really do see everything for what it really is and finally get to fully enjoy life? Is it when we open our minds to every possibility and everything that there could be in our lives that others with the same idea attract to us?
I am no longer going to stand to be pushed around or be a human-door-mat. I will make a stand and not give a damn if anyone questions my constitutions or my dreams. I know that I will make it in this world no matter what and nothing anyone will say or do can stop me.
My will and my drive will cause me to succeed where others have failed so many times before. I love life, I love myself for who I am and I will never stand for the short end of the stick. You don't need to travel the world to find yourself, you are right there hidden under an thrawl of emotions that are misunderstood. Travel the world to meet great and interesting people and to see some of the most beautiful things this world has to offer. Embrace individuality and creativity. Embrace life and all it has to offer.

I can't believe I am actually going this time! I am so excited! I stayed up all night because I couldn't sleep! It's so awesome that my cousin's boyfriend won the tickets from a radio station, and he's taking me! He would take my cousin but, she doesn't really know any of their songs and she said she's rather me go because I love that band so much ^_^ She's so awesome

I hate feeling as if completely overwhelmed by everything happening lately. Everything is getting too out of control and I am not quite sure how much more I can take. I don't know why people insist on attacking me for things that are out of my hands. I try to be quiet and out of the way, but for some reason that just fuels their fires more. I wish that this pain was an illusion..... I wish I could just leave and never have to look into their dissapointed eyes again... never to hear their shrill words... or feel their fingers that point the blame digging into my chest. Their delusion of what I am doing wrong... it just amazes me. I am slowly becoming more desgusted by this.